What love Lord that I show, truly reflects Your love for me. When I am unable to love, when my arms can no longer embrace the creation You have made, You come. You come like a storm, drawing me to its center, a storm that makes my heart anguish in longing and desire for You. You press upon me with waves of compassion, of which there is no defense, for nothing can withstand the storm of Love’s Divine presence.
When all I am is laid bare and I can no longer move, I stand in the radiant peaceful center of Your Heart. I stand naked with my wounds in plain sight, paralyzed, too weak to move, too weak to love with my own arms; You call out, “Long have I desired, long have I waited, long have I waited.”
You robe me in the love of Your Divine presence. You crown me in the radiance of Your light. Your Truth and Wisdom is my authority. Your mercy is my scepter of justice. With desire, the same desire in which You have desired, my heart now reaches out to the ends of creation with branches of pure light to embrace what my arms never could. I can no longer love, for I cannot become Love as You are Love, but I can love eternally if You become part of me.
Come then Lord like the storm that You are, and let the crashing waves of compassion break through my wounds’ my barred gates of suffering. Come as all that You are. Come in Your infancy, so that You whose finger could not wrap around another, yet the arms of Your radiant rays held creation firm, I may behold perfect power in perfect weakness.
Come in Your childhood, so that You may remain in Your temple, so others may find you and see that I am a Child of God. Come in Your adulthood, so that I may boldly proclaim the Kingdom and reign of God. Come in Your passion and death, so that I may be willing to hand over to You my spirit in times of trial. Come in Your resurrection, so that Life may be renewed in me. Come Lord, and clothe me in splendor as You have always longed.
Come, and I will love as You are Love. Come, and I will love with the arms of Your rays that reach to the ends of creation, with the arms which my own two cannot embrace.
Behold the Mystery, which confounds the mind, yet pierces the depths of the heart to break forth the spring of compassion. Behold the Vision, for through the eye of mercy I have seen the eternal Glory of God!
From: Br. Nicholas Reynolds. OP